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[ this is all too suspicious. ]

haha since when did you get all smart about dates
i mean not that i'm upset or anything
i'll try to do my best to not freak out
but i'm still freaking out

we can also talk about art and stuff
not sure how much i should say since you know
maybe i should just pretend i don't know a lot
go from there and whatever

idk
i'm not good at winging it

D U D E
no
don't say that
i want to think about other stuff when we go out
not just about what it'd be like to kiss him