[ prompto stares at that text like it's a loaded gun, and it's funny that he thinks of it that way when he's better with those weapons than anything else. it doesn't mean he's stupid enough to not be afraid, chewing on his bottom lip as he tries to figure out what to say. ]
just everything ig like getting back there and i dunno sorry it's dumb
[ he can't bring himself to say it. he can't type "i'm sorry about lunafreya" or "i'm sorry about me" because he doesn't really know any of that. he doesn't know anything, and that's the scary part about all of this. ]
It's not dumb. I think about going back as well hell that was the only thing I thought about when I first arrived
but I don't want to let things pass me by This place isn't perfect, it's horrible and disgusting in many ways, but it's been granting me some things that I didn't dare think about back home
[He stares at the screen- you should know Prom, how his life at the Citadel was.]
[ it's dumb if he really knew what he was thinking about... ]
yeah i guess you're right i just don't wanna i dunno i don't wanna mess up while we're here i
[ wow, this is harder than he realized. much harder than fake confessing because these are his real feelings. suddenly he finds himself wanting to tell noct he loves him too, but writing out those words seems daunting. ]
you're my best friend don't forget that ok? no matter what happens here or back home
[Even if he did know, Noct still wouldn't think it was dumb]
Mess up while we're here? What do you mean by that?
[Writing it down seems easy enough, but it doesn't carry over the true weight]
of course dude, I'd never forget that you're like the first and only friend I made outside of the Citadel
[There's a small pause where he takes deep breath-]
Don't think about home and focus on what you have here right now. Because, when we go back - I have no doubt we will - it's going to be a grind like no tomorrow Got it buddy?
[He... he can't tell him. Especially not over the phone. Such a thing is only to be said face to face.]
just with everything yknow? maybe it's cool to think about stuff here but what about when we go home i almost forgot about all of that until cor said something i don't want you to think i'm not gonna be at your side
told you it was dumb
[ but the rest of what he says... it makes him worry. prompto's always been a worrier, and he can't help but wonder what happened after the other stuff he sort of knows about. ]
we should um you wanna hang out more when you're not busy?
I know you'd never forget and that by the time we are back you'll be standing next to me I know you will, through thick and thin
And no, it's not dumb
[This will never be dumb. Not to Noctis anyway.]
And yeah definitively I'd call you for pizza'n'chill but we're not allowed to order any idk if there are any pizza places, to begin with we could make some and marathon movies?
[ please remember that prompto isn't even passable in the kitchen... ]
are you gonna be awake then? i mean we can do it some other time too i just
[ it takes him a good several minutes to figure out what he wants to say, and even then, it doesn't feel like the best thing to admit. but he decides to type it out anyway because he can't help it. ]
i really miss you yknow like stuff the way it was before even back when we were home too i guess it's just easy to forgot all the stuff you've gotta do
[ because he's the prince, the king, and that overshadows everything he could possibly hope to be. ]
ofc I will be awake You wanna come over now? I can smuggle you into my room just gotta be quiet
[He stares at the next message longingly, feeling it in his soul the 'I miss you' part- and the cowardice he felt earlier when he chickened out to send it.]
I really miss you too and yea, the stuff was simpler back then I'm sorry, I didn't expect everything to turn upside down like this
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[Not really. And it's not like they never had all-nighters together to play Assassin's Creed]
home huh
what about it?
[There's a lot to think about there. And Noctis won't blame him. Even he forgot his own... well. Just- Noct doesn't blame him.]
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just everything ig
like getting back there and i dunno
sorry it's dumb
[ he can't bring himself to say it. he can't type "i'm sorry about lunafreya" or "i'm sorry about me" because he doesn't really know any of that. he doesn't know anything, and that's the scary part about all of this. ]
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hell that was the only thing I thought about when I first arrived
but
I don't want to let things pass me by
This place isn't perfect, it's horrible and disgusting in many ways,
but it's been granting me some things
that I didn't dare think about back home
[He stares at the screen- you should know Prom, how his life at the Citadel was.]
You could say I'm stealing time
[Taking it back from Bahamut...]
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yeah i guess you're right
i just don't wanna i dunno
i don't wanna mess up while we're here
i
[ wow, this is harder than he realized. much harder than fake confessing because these are his real feelings. suddenly he finds himself wanting to tell noct he loves him too, but writing out those words seems daunting. ]
you're my best friend
don't forget that ok?
no matter what happens here or back home
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Mess up while we're here?
What do you mean by that?
[Writing it down seems easy enough, but it doesn't carry over the true weight]
of course dude, I'd never forget that
you're like the first
and only
friend I made outside of the Citadel
[There's a small pause where he takes deep breath-]
Don't think about home and focus on what you have here right now.
Because, when we go back - I have no doubt we will - it's going to be a grind like no tomorrow
Got it buddy?
[He... he can't tell him. Especially not over the phone. Such a thing is only to be said face to face.]
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maybe it's cool to think about stuff here but
what about when we go home
i almost forgot about all of that until cor said something
i don't want you to think i'm not gonna be at your side
told you it was dumb
[ but the rest of what he says... it makes him worry. prompto's always been a worrier, and he can't help but wonder what happened after the other stuff he sort of knows about. ]
we should um
you wanna hang out more when you're not busy?
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I know you will, through thick and thin
And no, it's not dumb
[This will never be dumb. Not to Noctis anyway.]
And yeah definitively
I'd call you for pizza'n'chill but we're not allowed to order any
idk if there are any pizza places, to begin with
we could make some and marathon movies?
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oh yeah well...
i'm pretty sure we could figure it out
but dude
do you really wanna try to MAKE pizza
maybe we could just hang out
like old times
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It's just dough, sauce, cheese and pepperoni how hard can it be?
Yea definitively
I miss them
[Miss yo--- delete, delete]
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lots and lots and lots of things
but yeah let's do it
i mean not right now
it's crazy late
....unless you wanna do it now?
[ he misses him too, and he'd be the first one to admit it honestly. ]
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Like bad cheese? Yea that can def be bad
Yea we might give Iggy a fright if you show up this late
he'll think you're sick
come tomorrow afternoon and we'll sit up all night <3
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bad cheese and fire
[ please remember that prompto isn't even passable in the kitchen... ]
are you gonna be awake then?
i mean we can do it some other time too
i just
[ it takes him a good several minutes to figure out what he wants to say, and even then, it doesn't feel like the best thing to admit. but he decides to type it out anyway because he can't help it. ]
i really miss you yknow
like stuff the way it was before
even back when we were home too
i guess it's just easy to forgot all the stuff you've gotta do
[ because he's the prince, the king, and that overshadows everything he could possibly hope to be. ]
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You wanna come over now? I can smuggle you into my room
just gotta be quiet
[He stares at the next message longingly, feeling it in his soul the 'I miss you' part- and the cowardice he felt earlier when he chickened out to send it.]
I really miss you too
and yea, the stuff was simpler back then
I'm sorry, I didn't expect everything to turn upside down like this
I mean it when I say it
My door (and windows) are always open for you